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  • 在那有好多人的咖啡厅

    我好迷失自已

    我也曾在他们这么多位中,在你面前展示我的潇洒,你懂吗,只有在你面前我有过这样

    因为我是很喜欢,很喜欢你的

    这世间不必知道我当时的诚恳

    可它也不能否认那些真正爱过

    我真正爱过你啊!

    不管这世界当时的浪潮多凶猛,取笑声多少,我没有过一次放弃过能爱你,因为那是最单纯的爱,用自已的仅有的一切去爱,那是最真实的爱!然而我也没更爱一个人了!你是我的最爱过吧!

    不管当时浪潮多猛时的爱的我,最终也被世间的最后一个个失望击溃了!我不够好,至始至终不值得拥有你,这最后的我,已憔悴了,面对着它了!好多失望噢!这世间也给了我好多失望噢!可我懂,内心,一想起当年,当初当时的最单纯最真诚的爱,也没白白过了!我为了你也抵挡过世界当时一切丢向我的不公吧!为了你,我才知,没什么我不可能做的,害怕的唯有你失望吧!也许,世界给我多少失望都不要紧,我只希望不会再希望过了!

    人来人往,我的脑海里慢慢迷失在人海中了,那些面孔没有你的真实,可这是我骗自已没了你还好的方式罢了!

    你是我的最爱过,你懂吗?你不会懂的!

    我真的爱过你!

    已过去了!

  • 在那有好多人的咖啡厅

    我好迷失自已

    我也曾在他们这么多位中,在你面前展示我的潇洒,你懂吗,只有在你面前我有过这样

    因为我是很喜欢,很喜欢你的

    这世间不必知道我当时的诚恳

    可它也不能否认那些真正爱过

    我真正爱过你啊!

    不管这世界当时的浪潮多凶猛,取笑声多少,我没有过一次放弃过能爱你,因为那是最单纯的爱,用自已的仅有的一切去爱,那是最真实的爱!然而我也没更爱一个人了!你是我的最爱过吧!

    不管当时浪潮多猛时的爱的我,最终也被世间的最后一个个失望击溃了!我不够好,至始至终不值得拥有你,这最后的我,已憔悴了,面对着它了!好多失望噢!这世间也给了我好多失望噢!可我懂,内心,一想起当年,当初当时的最单纯最真诚的爱,也没白白过了!我为了你也抵挡过世界当时一切丢向我的不公吧!为了你,我才知,没什么我不可能做的,害怕的唯有你失望吧!也许,世界给我多少失望都不要紧,我只希望不会再希望过了!

    人来人往,我的脑海里慢慢迷失在人海中了,那些面孔没有你的真实,可这是我骗自已没了你还好的方式罢了!

    你是我的最爱过,你懂吗?你不会懂的!

    我真的爱过你!

    已过去了!

  • 在那有好多人的咖啡厅

    我好迷失自已

    我也曾在他们这么多位中,在你面前展示我的潇洒,你懂吗,只有在你面前我有过这样

    因为我是很喜欢,很喜欢你的

    这世间不必知道我当时的诚恳

    可它也不能否认那些真正爱过

    我真正爱过你啊!

    不管这世界当时的浪潮多凶猛,取笑声多少,我没有过一次放弃过能爱你,因为那是最单纯的爱,用自已的仅有的一切去爱,那是最真实的爱!然而我也没更爱一个人了!你是我的最爱过吧!

    不管当时浪潮多猛时的爱的我,最终也被世间的最后一个个失望击溃了!我不够好,至始至终不值得拥有你,这最后的我,已憔悴了,面对着它了!好多失望噢!这世间也给了我好多失望噢!可我懂,内心,一想起当年,当初当时的最单纯最真诚的爱,也没白白过了!我为了你也抵挡过世界当时一切丢向我的不公吧!为了你,我才知,没什么我不可能做的,害怕的唯有你失望吧!也许,世界给我多少失望都不要紧,我只希望不会再希望过了!

    人来人往,我的脑海里慢慢迷失在人海中了,那些面孔没有你的真实,可这是我骗自已没了你还好的方式罢了!

    你是我的最爱过,你懂吗?你不会懂的!

    我真的爱过你!

    已过去了!

  • 在那有好多人的咖啡厅

    我好迷失自已

    我也曾在他们这么多位中,在你面前展示我的潇洒,你懂吗,只有在你面前我有过这样

    因为我是很喜欢,很喜欢你的

    这世间不必知道我当时的诚恳

    可它也不能否认那些真正爱过

    我真正爱过你啊!

    不管这世界当时的浪潮多凶猛,取笑声多少,我没有过一次放弃过能爱你,因为那是最单纯的爱,用自已的仅有的一切去爱,那是最真实的爱!然而我也没更爱一个人了!你是我的最爱过吧!

    不管当时浪潮多猛时的爱的我,最终也被世间的最后一个个失望击溃了!我不够好,至始至终不值得拥有你,这最后的我,已憔悴了,面对着它了!好多失望噢!这世间也给了我好多失望噢!可我懂,内心,一想起当年,当初当时的最单纯最真诚的爱,也没白白过了!我为了你也抵挡过世界当时一切丢向我的不公吧!为了你,我才知,没什么我不可能做的,害怕的唯有你失望吧!也许,世界给我多少失望都不要紧,我只希望不会再希望过了!

    人来人往,我的脑海里慢慢迷失在人海中了,那些面孔没有你的真实,可这是我骗自已没了你还好的方式罢了!

    你是我的最爱过,你懂吗?你不会懂的!

    我真的爱过你!

    已过去了!

  • 关于现在和过去

    我最爱的是你,还是你

    我不需要什么明星,我不需要这世界的璀璨,若是你就足以了

    不管时间过了多久,依然是抱着那对你的最深感觉,我不是很懂如何描述,也许是我舍不得你已不在我身旁了,好舍不得看见你在的是其他男人的怀抱中!也许你都不必懂的!可我对你真诚,真纯过!我不会为了任何东西,而牺牲再看得见你的机会的!我懂你不爱了,我不会打扰的,只是希望有一天你的心会开一些空格给我,若那一天来,我会尽量补掉这一个空格的!

    你不会懂、我有多爱过你的!

    可曾经和现在,我依然不变,对你变不了啊!

    你也曾是我的最美过!

    当时,当初,最美了!

    对你就算一厢情愿也不悔

    因为那些感觉是真的!

    我不会忘了你的!

    答应我,也别忘了我!

    别忘了我,好吗?

  • 关于现在和过去

    我最爱的是你,还是你

    我不需要什么明星,我不需要这世界的璀璨,若是你就足以了

    不管时间过了多久,依然是抱着那对你的最深感觉,我不是很懂如何描述,也许是我舍不得你已不在我身旁了,好舍不得看见你在的是其他男人的怀抱中!也许你都不必懂的!可我对你真诚,真纯过!我不会为了任何东西,而牺牲再看得见你的机会的!我懂你不爱了,我不会打扰的,只是希望有一天你的心会开一些空格给我,若那一天来,我会尽量补掉这一个空格的!

    你不会懂、我有多爱过你的!

    可曾经和现在,我依然不变,对你变不了啊!

    你也曾是我的最美过!

    当时,当初,最美了!

    对你就算一厢情愿也不悔

    因为那些感觉是真的!

    我不会忘了你的!

    答应我,也别忘了我!

    别忘了我,好吗?

  • 关于现在和过去

    我最爱的是你,还是你

    我不需要什么明星,我不需要这世界的璀璨,若是你就足以了

    不管时间过了多久,依然是抱着那对你的最深感觉,我不是很懂如何描述,也许是我舍不得你已不在我身旁了,好舍不得看见你在的是其他男人的怀抱中!也许你都不必懂的!可我对你真诚,真纯过!我不会为了任何东西,而牺牲再看得见你的机会的!我懂你不爱了,我不会打扰的,只是希望有一天你的心会开一些空格给我,若那一天来,我会尽量补掉这一个空格的!

    你不会懂、我有多爱过你的!

    可曾经和现在,我依然不变,对你变不了啊!

    你也曾是我的最美过!

    当时,当初,最美了!

    对你就算一厢情愿也不悔

    因为那些感觉是真的!

    我不会忘了你的!

    答应我,也别忘了我!

    别忘了我,好吗?

  • To Hannah Richards, the girl that I so wilfully and foolishly chased after, maybe all along I was just hoping for some kind of chance: 

    In the end, we didn’t ended with each other !

    You were that Oxford white girl

    I was just that chubby man who didn’t even graduated from some un-prestigious Bachelors

    You were always the most prized prize in those deepest feeling of mine 

    You didn’t have to understand my those feelings of insufficiencies – a girl like you – I can only dream of – we were never meant to be together – you are too good – I was never good enough for that you – the laughable thing that I never knew was that you did have feelings for me – but was too afraid of getting rejected by that sometimes also un-reciprocal me, maybe it’s all because I was too tired from my blue-collar additional job, I was hoping to catch up in the game of getting a house before marriage, and always felt you deserved a big big house ! I am sorry for being like some dumb stone during those days. You were really precious to me ! Nothing did take away the preciousness of you to that rugged me !

    You were a princess, meant for some princess happy ending 

    I could never give you it, I am sorry !

    I tried fighting the waves of fate, but I never was great enough to overcome its voracity ! Alas, I was washed ashore when all I had wanted was to be brave enough to tell you: “ Hannah Richards, I On Zi Rui, will only love you with all my heart in this life and everyone after ! I love you, I really do !” But I knew what position life had given me, I dared not, I fear you will laugh at me, I fear you will despise me, I fear I can’t give you happiness ! It’s all you, it’s always been you, never had I loved someone so deeply, so truthfully, I guess we were always meant to had met, because I can’t forget those feelings ! I never did need you to love me back if you didn’t want to, maybe all that I had just wanted was to see you smile ! Without me, you will still find happiness and that suffices ! I never did seek to possess you against you, because that’s selfish, you are the last person in this world that I can bear to be selfish to !

    Hannah Richards, live without me if it’s came to so, never look back, as you are a a beautiful formel, I was just that man that truthfully sought to cherish you, maybe those years that I had saw you greater then you were then, will eventually mean something to you in those very ends, I was just never good enough to see through an ‘us’ in the very end ! I will regret it, but I know I will regret more for not loving before ! So I will be brave, you be brave to without me !

    When I was beside you, I felt nothing in this world could conquer me ! Those were the happiest years ! Goodbye !

  • To Hannah Richards, the girl that I so wilfully and foolishly chased after, maybe all along I was just hoping for some kind of chance: 

    In the end, we didn’t ended with each other !

    You were that Oxford white girl

    I was just that chubby man who didn’t even graduated from some un-prestigious Bachelors

    You were always the most prized prize in those deepest feeling of mine 

    You didn’t have to understand my those feelings of insufficiencies – a girl like you – I can only dream of – we were never meant to be together – you are too good – I was never good enough for that you – the laughable thing that I never knew was that you did have feelings for me – but was too afraid of getting rejected by that sometimes also un-reciprocal me, maybe it’s all because I was too tired from my blue-collar additional job, I was hoping to catch up in the game of getting a house before marriage, and always felt you deserved a big big house ! I am sorry for being like some dumb stone during those days. You were really precious to me ! Nothing did take away the preciousness of you to that rugged me !

    You were a princess, meant for some princess happy ending 

    I could never give you it, I am sorry !

    I tried fighting the waves of fate, but I never was great enough to overcome its voracity ! Alas, I was washed ashore when all I had wanted was to be brave enough to tell you: “ Hannah Richards, I On Zi Rui, will only love you with all my heart in this life and everyone after ! I love you, I really do !” But I knew what position life had given me, I dared not, I fear you will laugh at me, I fear you will despise me, I fear I can’t give you happiness ! It’s all you, it’s always been you, never had I loved someone so deeply, so truthfully, I guess we were always meant to had met, because I can’t forget those feelings ! I never did need you to love me back if you didn’t want to, maybe all that I had just wanted was to see you smile ! Without me, you will still find happiness and that suffices ! I never did seek to possess you against you, because that’s selfish, you are the last person in this world that I can bear to be selfish to !

    Hannah Richards, live without me if it’s came to so, never look back, as you are a a beautiful formel, I was just that man that truthfully sought to cherish you, maybe those years that I had saw you greater then you were then, will eventually mean something to you in those very ends, I was just never good enough to see through an ‘us’ in the very end ! I will regret it, but I know I will regret more for not loving before ! So I will be brave, you be brave to without me !

    When I was beside you, I felt nothing in this world could conquer me ! Those were the happiest years ! Goodbye !

  • To Hannah Richards, the girl that I so wilfully and foolishly chased after, maybe all along I was just hoping for some kind of chance: 

    In the end, we didn’t ended with each other !

    You were that Oxford white girl

    I was just that chubby man who didn’t even graduated from some un-prestigious Bachelors

    You were always the most prized prize in those deepest feeling of mine 

    You didn’t have to understand my those feelings of insufficiencies – a girl like you – I can only dream of – we were never meant to be together – you are too good – I was never good enough for that you – the laughable thing that I never knew was that you did have feelings for me – but was too afraid of getting rejected by that sometimes also un-reciprocal me, maybe it’s all because I was too tired from my blue-collar additional job, I was hoping to catch up in the game of getting a house before marriage, and always felt you deserved a big big house ! I am sorry for being like some dumb stone during those days. You were really precious to me ! Nothing did take away the preciousness of you to that rugged me !

    You were a princess, meant for some princess happy ending 

    I could never give you it, I am sorry !

    I tried fighting the waves of fate, but I never was great enough to overcome its voracity ! Alas, I was washed ashore when all I had wanted was to be brave enough to tell you: “ Hannah Richards, I On Zi Rui, will only love you with all my heart in this life and everyone after ! I love you, I really do !” But I knew what position life had given me, I dared not, I fear you will laugh at me, I fear you will despise me, I fear I can’t give you happiness ! It’s all you, it’s always been you, never had I loved someone so deeply, so truthfully, I guess we were always meant to had met, because I can’t forget those feelings ! I never did need you to love me back if you didn’t want to, maybe all that I had just wanted was to see you smile ! Without me, you will still find happiness and that suffices ! I never did seek to possess you against you, because that’s selfish, you are the last person in this world that I can bear to be selfish to !

    Hannah Richards, live without me if it’s came to so, never look back, as you are a a beautiful formel, I was just that man that truthfully sought to cherish you, maybe those years that I had saw you greater then you were then, will eventually mean something to you in those very ends, I was just never good enough to see through an ‘us’ in the very end ! I will regret it, but I know I will regret more for not loving before ! So I will be brave, you be brave to without me !

    When I was beside you, I felt nothing in this world could conquer me ! Those were the happiest years ! Goodbye !