I wanted those everlasting and forever glories 

She was just a simple white girl that had all along only had wanted me to had wanted her. Never those flickering and far glories.

Was that too much for her to had asked for ?

In the end 

But she used all of her cunningness to possess that me 

I can’t love such a girl, because my heart was always meant for the world and a girl that is generous enough with accommodating those ambitions !

I don’t think she meant to hurt me, she likely just didn’t know of all those feelings then, I can forgive but never together again ! I am certain.