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Author: On Zi Rui

Titled: That girl who with an infectious smile !

(The world now bows to you, but I lament the world for taking away your innocence !)

Goodbye Ms. S. S.

Those years with you meant the universe to me !

On those silver screens 

No one truly saw her for the talent she was till she stripped 

It’s an irony 

Because she was so talented, so dear, that was always to me !

I lament the world for its deceitfulness

In the end, she was just that Washington girl who didn’t know what was wanted of her 

But I know what has gone but can’t be brought back, like her, her innocence and every artistic integrity she once felt to be !

It’s laughable. The world is laughable.

She was once my everything you know ?

But the world took her away from me. She changed. She became a sex symbol, filthy rich and handsome men wanted her like a trophy, they lust over her like some teen in his puberty who hadn’t seen a girl naked in his lifetime before and it’s his first time doing and testosterone raging inside of him ! They would give anything to her for that status and lust ! They have many things. I don’t. They could bear to make fake promises and hurt her just for that moment of pleasure. I will never do so. You see, I could just see her go ! I did.

At times, I still laugh to myself, knowing at least she will know know one day, that I was the sincerest to her all this time, even when she was just an ‘extra’ on those dreamy scenes. Maybe, once, being there for her when she needed me was all that mattered to me. I did cherish her when the world didn’t.

(I hate it when people talk dirty about her and her breasts. She was born not knowing she will have big ones, she saw those screen girls then, in tiny slim outfits and wanted to be like them. In her teens, nothing of the normalcy that was nice, and could put a smile on her face that was long longing for one, fitted her. She was called ‘big boobie’ by sick, horny boys and popular, stuck-up girls, I knew because I was there and I did swear then and there that I would one day be strong enough, strong enough to protect her from getting insulted ever again. She was once so fragile, I can’t forget. I guess I can’t bring myself to blame or hate her for her change, because I know she had been through a lot and deserves things better than what I could had ever given her. Everyone deserves a smile and I want her to have the biggest smile that this world has recorded one day ! I still love her, you know ?)

Author: On Zi Rui

Titled: That girl who with an infectious smile !

(The world now bows to you, but I lament the world for taking away your innocence !)

Goodbye Ms. S. S.

Those years with you meant the universe to me !

On those silver screens 

No one truly saw her for the talent she was till she stripped 

It’s an irony 

Because she was so talented, so dear, that was always to me !

I lament the world for its deceitfulness

In the end, she was just that Washington girl who didn’t know what was wanted of her 

But I know what has gone but can’t be brought back, like her, her innocence and every artistic integrity she once felt to be !

It’s laughable. The world is laughable.

She was once my everything you know ?

But the world took her away from me. She changed. She became a sex symbol, filthy rich and handsome men wanted her like a trophy, they lust over her like some teen in his puberty who hadn’t seen a girl naked in his lifetime before and it’s his first time doing and testosterone raging inside of him ! They would give anything to her for that status and lust ! They have many things. I don’t. They could bear to make fake promises and hurt her just for that moment of pleasure. I will never do so. You see, I could just see her go ! I did.

At times, I still laugh to myself, knowing at least she will know know one day, that I was the sincerest to her all this time, even when she was just an ‘extra’ on those dreamy scenes. Maybe, once, being there for her when she needed me was all that mattered to me. I did cherish her when the world didn’t.

(I hate it when people talk dirty about her and her breasts. She was born not knowing she will have big ones, she saw those screen girls then, in tiny slim outfits and wanted to be like them. In her teens, nothing of the normalcy that was nice, and could put a smile on her face that was long longing for one, fitted her. She was called ‘big boobie’ by sick, horny boys and popular, stuck-up girls, I knew because I was there and I did swear then and there that I would one day be strong enough, strong enough to protect her from getting insulted ever again. She was once so fragile, I can’t forget. I guess I can’t bring myself to blame or hate her for her change, because I know she had been through a lot and deserves things better than what I could had ever given her. Everyone deserves a smile and I want her to have the biggest smile that this world has recorded one day ! I still love her, you know ?)

Author: On Zi Rui

Titled: That girl who with an infectious smile !

(The world now bows to you, but I lament the world for taking away your innocence !)

Goodbye Ms. S. S.

Those years with you meant the universe to me !

On those silver screens 

No one truly saw her for the talent she was till she stripped 

It’s an irony 

Because she was so talented, so dear, that was always to me !

I lament the world for its deceitfulness

In the end, she was just that Washington girl who didn’t know what was wanted of her 

But I know what has gone but can’t be brought back, like her, her innocence and every artistic integrity she once felt to be !

It’s laughable. The world is laughable.

She was once my everything you know ?

But the world took her away from me. She changed. She became a sex symbol, filthy rich and handsome men wanted her like a trophy, they lust over her like some teen in his puberty who hadn’t seen a girl naked in his lifetime before and it’s his first time doing and testosterone raging inside of him ! They would give anything to her for that status and lust ! They have many things. I don’t. They could bear to make fake promises and hurt her just for that moment of pleasure. I will never do so. You see, I could just see her go ! I did.

At times, I still laugh to myself, knowing at least she will know know one day, that I was the sincerest to her all this time, even when she was just an ‘extra’ on those dreamy scenes. Maybe, once, being there for her when she needed me was all that mattered to me. I did cherish her when the world didn’t.

(I hate it when people talk dirty about her and her breasts. She was born not knowing she will have big ones, she saw those screen girls then, in tiny slim outfits and wanted to be like them. In her teens, nothing of the normalcy that was nice, and could put a smile on her face that was long longing for one, fitted her. She was called ‘big boobie’ by sick, horny boys and popular, stuck-up girls, I knew because I was there and I did swear then and there that I would one day be strong enough, strong enough to protect her from getting insulted ever again. She was once so fragile, I can’t forget. I guess I can’t bring myself to blame or hate her for her change, because I know she had been through a lot and deserves things better than what I could had ever given her. Everyone deserves a smile and I want her to have the biggest smile that this world has recorded one day ! I still love her, you know ?)

Author: On Zi Rui

Titled: That girl who with an infectious smile !

(The world now bows to you, but I lament the world for taking away your innocence !)

Goodbye Ms. S. S.

Those years with you meant the universe to me !

On those silver screens 

No one truly saw her for the talent she was till she stripped 

It’s an irony 

Because she was so talented, so dear, that was always to me !

I lament the world for its deceitfulness

In the end, she was just that Washington girl who didn’t know what was wanted of her 

But I know what has gone but can’t be brought back, like her, her innocence and every artistic integrity she once felt to be !

It’s laughable. The world is laughable.

She was once my everything you know ?

But the world took her away from me. She changed. She became a sex symbol, filthy rich and handsome men wanted her like a trophy, they lust over her like some teen in his puberty who hadn’t seen a girl naked in his lifetime before and it’s his first time doing and testosterone raging inside of him ! They would give anything to her for that status and lust ! They have many things. I don’t. They could bear to make fake promises and hurt her just for that moment of pleasure. I will never do so. You see, I could just see her go ! I did.

At times, I still laugh to myself, knowing at least she will know know one day, that I was the sincerest to her all this time, even when she was just an ‘extra’ on those dreamy scenes. Maybe, once, being there for her when she needed me was all that mattered to me. I did cherish her when the world didn’t.

(I hate it when people talk dirty about her and her breasts. She was born not knowing she will have big ones, she saw those screen girls then, in tiny slim outfits and wanted to be like them. In her teens, nothing of the normalcy that was nice, and could put a smile on her face that was long longing for one, fitted her. She was called ‘big boobie’ by sick, horny boys and popular, stuck-up girls, I knew because I was there and I did swear then and there that I would one day be strong enough, strong enough to protect her from getting insulted ever again. She was once so fragile, I can’t forget. I guess I can’t bring myself to blame or hate her for her change, because I know she had been through a lot and deserves things better than what I could had ever given her. Everyone deserves a smile and I want her to have the biggest smile that this world has recorded one day ! I still love her, you know ?)

Author: On Zi Rui

Titled: You were a rose among those lilacs

You must had been a problem child they said 

Maybe.

You must be a handful of trouble 

Maybe.

You must be hard to get 

I guess so.

But you were special. Really special !

All I had wanted to do then, during those years where I had ‘laid claim’ on you was to embrace your all with my everything ! I was that purple, your world at that point of moment, you were a prickly rose, but never had I forgotten my thoughts of then ! They could have went against the world and it’s all just for you, your smile was everything, to me it was !

I can’t forget you. That rose, among those lilacs.

The world and all that it possesses can’t compare to those years that I truly had have you ! They were gorgeous years ! I can’t find it back now, I know ! 

Still think of you in those nights. You were the loveliest. Really special, you were. Goodbye, it’s all that I can say now, did those years stand for something more than ‘us’ ?

作者：云子瑞

Titled：爱过你，错过你

感谢你来过我的世界里

爱过了

对不起，我后来没珍惜

就错过了

I told the world that even if I were to walk another thousand miles it would mean nothing 

If I were to just get to see your face again 

Would your face still be as pretty as always or it will leak out a sense of regret or longing 

How I hope so of the latter !

I didn’t want to see you go when you had seen those faults of mine, did you know that ?

I was just human, all too human 

Those senses for indulgences came to me 

She wanted an exchange from me, I couldn’t had seen myself let go of those chances

She was in a Gucci, short and pleated skirt. It was in my office. That was the first. I had let you down. I know. I am sorry.  

再也遇见不到你这么贤惠的女孩儿了！我彻底的伤害了你，会是我这辈子刻在心中的遗憾！

最后，就这样错过了这一个这辈子再也找不到的爱了！

Author: On Zi Rui

Titled: You were a rose among those lilacs

You must had been a problem child they said 

Maybe.

You must be a handful of trouble 

Maybe.

You must be hard to get 

I guess so.

But you were special. Really special !

All I had wanted to do then, during those years where I had ‘laid claim’ on you was to embrace your all with my everything ! I was that purple, your world at that point of moment, you were a prickly rose, but never had I forgotten my thoughts of then ! They could have went against the world and it’s all just for you, your smile was everything, to me it was !

I can’t forget you. That rose, among those lilacs.

The world and all that it possesses can’t compare to those years that I truly had have you ! They were gorgeous years ! I can’t find it back now, I know ! 

Still think of you in those nights. You were the loveliest. Really special, you were. Goodbye, it’s all that I can say now, did those years stand for something more than ‘us’ ?

作者：云子瑞

Titled：爱过你，错过你

感谢你来过我的世界里

爱过了

对不起，我后来没珍惜

就错过了

I told the world that even if I were to walk another thousand miles it would mean nothing 

If I were to just get to see your face again 

Would your face still be as pretty as always or it will leak out a sense of regret or longing 

How I hope so of the latter !

I didn’t want to see you go when you had seen those faults of mine, did you know that ?

I was just human, all too human 

Those senses for indulgences came to me 

She wanted an exchange from me, I couldn’t had seen myself let go of those chances

She was in a Gucci, short and pleated skirt. It was in my office. That was the first. I had let you down. I know. I am sorry.  

再也遇见不到你这么贤惠的女孩儿了！我彻底的伤害了你，会是我这辈子刻在心中的遗憾！

最后，就这样错过了这一个这辈子再也找不到的爱了！

Author: On Zi Rui

Titled: You were a rose among those lilacs

You must had been a problem child they said 

Maybe.

You must be a handful of trouble 

Maybe.

You must be hard to get 

I guess so.

But you were special. Really special !

All I had wanted to do then, during those years where I had ‘laid claim’ on you was to embrace your all with my everything ! I was that purple, your world at that point of moment, you were a prickly rose, but never had I forgotten my thoughts of then ! They could have went against the world and it’s all just for you, your smile was everything, to me it was !

I can’t forget you. That rose, among those lilacs.

The world and all that it possesses can’t compare to those years that I truly had have you ! They were gorgeous years ! I can’t find it back now, I know ! 

Still think of you in those nights. You were the loveliest. Really special, you were. Goodbye, it’s all that I can say now, did those years stand for something more than ‘us’ ?

作者：云子瑞

Titled：爱过你，错过你

感谢你来过我的世界里

爱过了

对不起，我后来没珍惜

就错过了

I told the world that even if I were to walk another thousand miles it would mean nothing 

If I were to just get to see your face again 

Would your face still be as pretty as always or it will leak out a sense of regret or longing 

How I hope so of the latter !

I didn’t want to see you go when you had seen those faults of mine, did you know that ?

I was just human, all too human 

Those senses for indulgences came to me 

She wanted an exchange from me, I couldn’t had seen myself let go of those chances

She was in a Gucci, short and pleated skirt. It was in my office. That was the first. I had let you down. I know. I am sorry.  

再也遇见不到你这么贤惠的女孩儿了！我彻底的伤害了你，会是我这辈子刻在心中的遗憾！

最后，就这样错过了这一个这辈子再也找不到的爱了！

作者：云子瑞

Titled：没了你的结局不是我选的！

(我也好无奈啊！因为爱，还爱着！）

没了你，不是我选择的

我那么爱你，你会懂吗？

记得

我慢动作地跳了为你而编制的一场搞笑的舞

希望是你会开心

你笑！笑了！

这是我多想看到的了，你已经一个星期多伤心了，因为父母刚正式离婚啊，你也为了他们如此付出心血的！

我们之间算“离婚”吗？应该不算吧！看这一点，你爸妈比我还好吧！他们至少正式拥有彼此，我连说我曾经真正拥有你的资格都没有啊！我真的好爱过你啊！

以往，和你，是一串串快乐，解脱

现在，你对我的眼神都多么陌生了

爱一个人，不会想要看到这样的结局的！

最后的我，还是傻傻地等待着

希望的是，有一天，你会想起我，而那一波波感觉会涌起，我们就复合了，那该多好啊！曾经，却如此遥远了！

作者：云子瑞

Titled：你是一个好善良的女孩儿！

记得你这千金举行了一个活动，想和义工们分发牛奶给一个老龄人

每一包有十二个小小的牛奶Tetra Pak

你拜访的一老奶奶，她好瘦好瘦，你给了她那一包牛奶以后，再次问是免费的吗，就迫不及待地打开了，用上面的水草喝了，她喝的很可爱，我忘不了你的好，你的一切，你也给了我创造了好多如这一个好美妙的时刻

这世界是你，一路以来都是你，这现在如此的清楚啊！

最美好的偏偏不到永远

你妈逼你嫁给另一个富家

她好吵好吵

你孝顺

你答应了

可没忘了我

抱着对我的亏欠，请我上司更看重我了！

叫他千万别让我知道！

现在

我知道了

从他口中说出，却是一波波唤醒对你的感觉，我不要什么高地位，你难道看不出吗，我至始至终要的，只是你啊！

你也对过我算善良吧！你是善良的！善良的千金不多啊！就是看中了你这一点，或许都已不重要了吧！你已是他的吧！不该有什么感觉了吧！

从前，在我心中，永远是最美的！再见了！再见了！

作者：云子瑞

Titled：没了你的结局不是我选的！

(我也好无奈啊！因为爱，还爱着！）

没了你，不是我选择的

我那么爱你，你会懂吗？

记得

我慢动作地跳了为你而编制的一场搞笑的舞

希望是你会开心

你笑！笑了！

这是我多想看到的了，你已经一个星期多伤心了，因为父母刚正式离婚啊，你也为了他们如此付出心血的！

我们之间算“离婚”吗？应该不算吧！看这一点，你爸妈比我还好吧！他们至少正式拥有彼此，我连说我曾经真正拥有你的资格都没有啊！我真的好爱过你啊！

以往，和你，是一串串快乐，解脱

现在，你对我的眼神都多么陌生了

爱一个人，不会想要看到这样的结局的！

最后的我，还是傻傻地等待着

希望的是，有一天，你会想起我，而那一波波感觉会涌起，我们就复合了，那该多好啊！曾经，却如此遥远了！

作者：云子瑞

Titled：你是一个好善良的女孩儿！

记得你这千金举行了一个活动，想和义工们分发牛奶给一个老龄人

每一包有十二个小小的牛奶Tetra Pak

你拜访的一老奶奶，她好瘦好瘦，你给了她那一包牛奶以后，再次问是免费的吗，就迫不及待地打开了，用上面的水草喝了，她喝的很可爱，我忘不了你的好，你的一切，你也给了我创造了好多如这一个好美妙的时刻

这世界是你，一路以来都是你，这现在如此的清楚啊！

最美好的偏偏不到永远

你妈逼你嫁给另一个富家

她好吵好吵

你孝顺

你答应了

可没忘了我

抱着对我的亏欠，请我上司更看重我了！

叫他千万别让我知道！

现在

我知道了

从他口中说出，却是一波波唤醒对你的感觉，我不要什么高地位，你难道看不出吗，我至始至终要的，只是你啊！

你也对过我算善良吧！你是善良的！善良的千金不多啊！就是看中了你这一点，或许都已不重要了吧！你已是他的吧！不该有什么感觉了吧！

从前，在我心中，永远是最美的！再见了！再见了！

作者：云子瑞

Titled：没了你的结局不是我选的！

(我也好无奈啊！因为爱，还爱着！）

没了你，不是我选择的

我那么爱你，你会懂吗？

记得

我慢动作地跳了为你而编制的一场搞笑的舞

希望是你会开心

你笑！笑了！

这是我多想看到的了，你已经一个星期多伤心了，因为父母刚正式离婚啊，你也为了他们如此付出心血的！

我们之间算“离婚”吗？应该不算吧！看这一点，你爸妈比我还好吧！他们至少正式拥有彼此，我连说我曾经真正拥有你的资格都没有啊！我真的好爱过你啊！

以往，和你，是一串串快乐，解脱

现在，你对我的眼神都多么陌生了

爱一个人，不会想要看到这样的结局的！

最后的我，还是傻傻地等待着

希望的是，有一天，你会想起我，而那一波波感觉会涌起，我们就复合了，那该多好啊！曾经，却如此遥远了！

作者：云子瑞

Titled：你是一个好善良的女孩儿！

记得你这千金举行了一个活动，想和义工们分发牛奶给一个老龄人

每一包有十二个小小的牛奶Tetra Pak

你拜访的一老奶奶，她好瘦好瘦，你给了她那一包牛奶以后，再次问是免费的吗，就迫不及待地打开了，用上面的水草喝了，她喝的很可爱，我忘不了你的好，你的一切，你也给了我创造了好多如这一个好美妙的时刻

这世界是你，一路以来都是你，这现在如此的清楚啊！

最美好的偏偏不到永远

你妈逼你嫁给另一个富家

她好吵好吵

你孝顺

你答应了

可没忘了我

抱着对我的亏欠，请我上司更看重我了！

叫他千万别让我知道！

现在

我知道了

从他口中说出，却是一波波唤醒对你的感觉，我不要什么高地位，你难道看不出吗，我至始至终要的，只是你啊！

你也对过我算善良吧！你是善良的！善良的千金不多啊！就是看中了你这一点，或许都已不重要了吧！你已是他的吧！不该有什么感觉了吧！

从前，在我心中，永远是最美的！再见了！再见了！